Alas...

....and did my Savior bleed....

I love that hymn and to be quite honest I have no idea of why it popped into my head just then. I was getting ready to type an update and that song started going through my head. hmmm.

There isn't a whole lot to update on right now. Things here are busy as usualy but good. I am recovering from the stomach virus---ugh! It has not been fun but I'm managing. Right now I'm trying to regain my energy of course that becomes difficult to do whenever one must continue to work. I'm ready for the weekend; however, my weekend is going to be a busy one! This Saturday is our Rummage Sale for the youth at church and since I'm in charge of fundraising for the youth I get the joy of being there at 6:00 a.m. on Saturday morning! I'm so excited...can't you tell! Once it is finished it will be the usual Saturday cleaning and getting ready for the next weekend whenever David's work's crawfish boil is at my house...I love crawfish season! :) After that will be a long week at school because we get out for Spring Break the next weekend!!! I'm so excited! I don't really have plans for spring break other than relaxing!!!!

Well....I must go now...my algebra class is coming in and it is time for me to teach once again....

Hope all is doing well!!

Abba Father

Abba Father...
"Above all else guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life." ~Proverbs 4:23

Last night as I was reading this verse the the next few that followed it something stuck out to me. Why is the heart so important? A wellspring is the source of water which is needed for human life--our heart is the source of us. Yes, our heart is needed for our physical life, but it is our main source of integellience for our spiritual life. Our heart is easily corrupted and therefore needs to be heavily guarded. The things of the world can easily penetrate our heart and filter into our lives sometimes without us even realizing what is really going on--other times we knowingly let that stuff in.

For me the realization was there has been a time in my life where my heart was very guarded. All that mattered to me was what God wanted me to do, where He would have me go, and listening to Him. Even though there were so many things of the world going around me my heart was so guarded that my eyes were fixed on Him. Slowly, I let my heart down and the things of the world started filtering in and my eyes shifted. For the past couple of months I have often thought about the time when my heart was guarded and I so strong in the Lord--and last night when my world was "crumpling" I did what a lot of people and cried out to God. My answer came in Proverbs 4:23--"Above all else guard your heart for it is the wellspring of life." I have to get back to my first love--my one true love--even if that means cutting some ties with some. I must follow God's will for my life and not my own will.

"Abba Father, my defender,
You are holy, I surrender,
For in my weakness you protect me
And when my heart strays you You correct me.
I cry Abba Father, I love you, Daddy
Abba Father, I love you, I love you
Abba Father, I love you, Daddy
Abba Father, I love you, I love you--Daddy."

Home Sweet Home

Hello all! I am typing this from my sister's house in Ashville, Alabama! I'm so excited to be back in Alabama. Just seeing the sign "Welcome to Alabama" brought a smile to my face! I always want to move back especially when I go to or through Birmingham! :) But whenever I get back to LA I can't imagine leaving.

Things are going well for the most part. However, somethings have changed drastically in just a week's time. So much that it is hard for me to believe. I have found myself asking "What am I supposed to do?....walk away or stand my ground and fight..." I still am not sure...

Its Summer Time!!!

Hello all!! I am finally going to update!! School is out!! YEA!!!! However, summer school starts on Monday....but it won't be soo bad...less days a week, less kids, less hours a day, less kids, and more money!!

Things here have been going well just busy! I got back from Six Flags over Texas late Wednesday night. We took the students who had made A's every nine weeks there...it was fun...tiring...but fun :) I rode all of the roller coasters of course! :)

As far some "Details" well things are very good.... :)

Thanks to all who sent cards, presents, and/or birthday wishes!! I felt loved!! I love my friends!!! And I miss ya'll!!! When is our next girls' weekend?

I will be in Alabama the weekend of the 17th...for my sister's baby shower (Molly Claire)! I would love to spend tim withe some friends!!

Okay I must be going now....it is time for me to go fry in a tanning bed! I hope everyone had a great week!!

Love ya'll!!

May Day!

Well since it had been a month since I updated I thought I would let everyone know how things are going! Things here are busy with school.....we don't have much longer...we get out of school on the 25th and I'm so excited! I will be teaching summer school though but I will have a little bit of a break between the two and summer school is only from 9:00-1:00, Monday through Thursday during the month of June. That isn't too bad! Plus it is a little extra money for me! For all of you who want "details" I promise to send an e-mail soon....life is a bit crazy right now. Things are going very well though :) !

This weekend was crazy. Saturday it rained all day and I didn't do anything....that actually felt nice! Then yesterday between church a group of us from my Sunday School class went four wheeler riding or as they like to call it here...mud hawgin. We had a lot of fun....of course I was covered in mud...covered! But it was great fun. Nothing too exciting going on in my life right now....just trying to not kill some kids :) This week should be good....it is teacher appreciation week :)! Well it is time for me to go to my room and get ready for the day!!

Stayin' Alive

Hello to all! I hope everyone is doing well. Things here are pretty much the same as usual just extremely tired....I got used to sleeping late during spring break and 6:00 in the morning is kicking my butt right now. We are in the middle of parent-teacher conferences so those are always fun-yeah right! But I am surviving! I know some of you want "details" and the "details" are things are going well! Really well and that makes me happy!

I must get back to my world of school....I hope everyone has a wonderful day!

Sweet Home Alabama

Hello to all! It is so good to be back in Alabama! I arrived in B'ham on Monday around 5ish. I went to Melissa's apartment to go out and celebrate the future Dr. Mandy McMichael. We had a good time I was able to see mls and her baby as well as other JC friends I haven't seen in FOREVER! Of course after the meal Christy Davis and I had to go ride so she could smoke...just like old times...right Christy?!?! :) Love ya girl! Then on Tuesday off to JC...I must admit I had mixed emotions going back...I hadn't been back in 3 years but it was very good. I was able to see people who have been and still are influential in my life plus the best reason for going....to hear MANDY PREACH! She was amazing as she talked about light and darkness! Good job Mandy! When I left JC I headed to Ashville, AL to see my sister and nephew! Then today I met a good friend for lunch and came to my parents house with my nephew. I will be here until Friday around lunch time where I will head back "home" to my puppy!

I love SPRING BREAK! :) if you can't already tell! Well....I must go get ready for church.

ITS A GIRL!!!!!!!!

I'm so excited!! I just found my sister is having a GIRL!!!!! They don't have a name yet but the nursery is going to be done in pink and green and I get to buy little girl stuff!!! :) :) :)

Okay Okay...I'll post something!

Hello to all! This one is for Ashley and Mandy! I am so sorry I haven't posted in a while...I know ya'll have missed me terribly! Things here have been crazy...crazy...plus I've been spending most of my nights and early mornings with someone...and if you are lucky enough I'll fill you in on the details whenever I see you next week! I'm excited though! Spring Break starts this Friday!!!!!! YEA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Alabama here I come! Maybe then I'll have some pics of brady to post...I haven't gotten any new ones lately....shocking I know...but I haven't seen him since Christmas! Long time! Well...I can't type long right now because I am at school and I have got to get a few things ready for today!! I'm so excited about today....my 8th graers ae dissecting owl pellets!!! We are going to have fun!! I hope you all have a wonderful day!!

Love to you all!
Mandy :)

Greetings from NC

I hope everyone is having a wonderful weekend! I am in North Carolina with Melissa to visit Mandy and Chad!! We are having a great girls' weekend...except for one thing...we miss you Ash!

I am so thankful for time away from "home"! Time with such dear friends makes me miss Alabama even more! It also makes me want to move back....maybe one day!

Things in my world have been difficult! But thus is life and I am clinging to..."and this too shall pass!" Things will get better soon...they must right?!?! Okay! enough ramblings from me....too much to do...too little time!

Monday

Hello to all....yes I am still alive. I know it has been a while since I last posted and I am sorry...please forgive me. Things have changed a bit since then. I have moved to Farmerville, LA where I teach since my last post and in the move I no longer have internet access at home. I have it at school but rarely have the time to get on anymore. Things are going okay I guess...I am really looking forward to our girls' weekend in 11 days! I am so excited!!!! :) I hope ya'll are too! I am also looking forward to spring break. I will spend most of it in Alabama so hopefully I will be able to spend some time with my friends! I can't type much longer because break is almost over and I must get back to my classroom! I love you all and miss you more!

The end is near....

I thought I would update in the new year. So far 2006 has been eventful! But that is okay. Yes the end is finally near...things are progressing and part of me is rejoicing but part of me is crushed. I never in my life thought this would happen....never and now it is slapping me in my face. I continue to quote Romans 8:28....I'm clinging to Prov. 3:5-6....I am laying at the feet of Jesus with my soul laid bare...and I know that "this too shall pass" Praise God.

School is going well....midterms are next week so I have been making out review sheets and midterms...fun stuff or not. But at least this week and next week are "pre-planned" and I know exactly what we are doing. :)

Anyway. I hope everyone is having a great 2006 so far!

Held...

I love this song....



Two months is too little.
They let him go.
They had no sudden healing.
To think that providence would Take a child from his mother while she prays I
s appalling.

Who told us we’d be rescued?
What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?
We’re asking why this happens To us who have died to live?
It’s unfair.

Chorus:
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held.

This hand is bitterness.
We want to taste it, let the hatred NUMB our sorrow.
The wise hands opens slowly to lilies of the valley and tomorrow. (

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held.

Bridge:
If hope is born of suffering.
If this is only the beginning.
Can we not wait for one hour watching for our Savior?

(Chorus)
This is what it means to be held.
How it feels when the sacred is torn from your life
And you survive.
This is what it is to be loved.
And to know that the promise was
When everything fell we’d be held.

Christmas Eve

Good morning to all! I hope everyone is having a wonderful Christmas Eve! It is hard to believe that Christmas is almost here....Within a day...it seems like yesterday it was summer time and school was just starting...I guess it is a sign that I'm getting old since time is flying by now...I can remember when I was little Christmas never seemed to get here. But now it is quite the opposite. Sign of old age? I would have some younger friends that would agree with me there. :)

This Christmas is going to be different. My sister, brother-in-law, and nephew aren't coming to my parents house until Monday...which means the "Thompson" side of the family isn't having their Christmas until Monday lunch....it used to always be on Christmas! This year Blake, Anna Katherine (Blake's g/f), Ginny, Justin, and I can't watch "A Christmas Story" while we eat. It won't be on tv on Monday :( So I guess I am stuck watching the 24 hour marathon by myself. Sadness. But I am thankful that we are all going to be together again. In the words of my pastor..."It won't always be like this." And this year I'm thankful that we are all going to be together even if it is a day after Christmas. My mom's side of the family is having their get-together on New Year's Day! I'm excited about that one. Lots of my cousins will be there...so we will have a good time! Then it is back to cajunville for me. School resumes on the 3rd and I haven't done any of my school work yet....which is where you will find me this afternoon....working on school "crap" as I like to refer to it...but it must be done. They just can't come back and not do anything especially when we have midterms coming up! Oh well! Even though it is Christmas life still continues!

As I am sitting here typing and rambling I remember last Christmas Eve...this time last year I was helping to pass out presents to homeless people in Monroe in the below freezing weather....and this year I'm sitting in my parent's house all nice and warm typing on a computer! Changes.

I am wondering what 2006 will bring....I pray that it will bring happiness and peace and most importantly answers to some questions I've had lately....I also pray that it will bring even more changes. 2005 has definitely been an interesting year...one that I don't think I will ever be able to forget no matter how hard I try! But I have to remember Romans 8:28..."For ALL things work together for the GOOD of those who LOVE God." That verse has given me strength--just to know that God is in control and everything will eventually work out even if it doesn't feel that way right now...okay enough of my ramblings! I pray that everyone have a very merry Christmas and a wonderful New Years!

NC here I come!

Just going to let you know that I purchased my tickets for the trip tonight....I leave Monroe on Feb. 17th at 4:25 p.m. and arrive in Durham at 9:12 p.m. ...I have a lay-over in Memphis then on Monday, I leave Durham at 12:05 p.m. and arrive "home" at 3:30 p.m.

Ashely and Melissa--let me know about your flights whenever you book them!

Merry Christmas!

Sweet Home Alabama....

I'm finally back in Alabama for a few weeks! I'm so excited! Yesterday, I met up with Melissa, Mandy, Chad, and Ashley and we had a great time. It has been so long since we were all together! It was a much needed time. Thanks ya'll! I love you! and Melissa if I decide to move back to Alabama I'll give you a call!

Today my parents and I are going to Tupelo, Miss to finish up some Christmas shopping...pray for us :( !

My kids did an AWESOME job at their Christmas program! I was so excited and I ended up with 50 roses! I was in tears!

Have a great week!!

"Hark how the bells, sweet silver bells...."

That time is upon us! Today I had a 10-2 practice with Living Word--my vocal group at school--it went really well...we really were able to accomplish a lot. We have 3 more practices until our 1st performance ever!!!!! Please pray for us...Wednesday night we are singing at a church in town. Then Thursday night is our school's performance....needless to say...I'm STRESSING!! majorly! Of course...ya'll know me...that is nothing new.

I hope everyone is having a great month of December...it is hard to believe we are once again celebrating Christmas...it literally seems like yesterday school was starting. My how times flies...it is hard to believe that it has been 2 years if not longer since I've seen some of you! I'm not really going to comment on that because I'll only end up getting mad. My how thinsgs have changed since the beginning of the year and since this time last year...some changes for the good some...well...for the bad...but you have to roll with the punches and remember that God is in control....I've been clinging to Proverbs 3:4-5 so much lately...it is either cling to God or cry constantly and give up....I've chosen to cling to God but sometimes the tears still fall....He never said life was going to be easy...He just said to trust me.

Here's a memory...Today I wore my pageant shirt under my NY sweat shirt to practice. I got hot so I took my sweat shirt off and my kids laughed when they saw my "School House Rock" shirt...they were all like "Mrs. Buffington...school house rock?" My response was heck yes! This shirt makes me smile...it brings back soooooo many memories....but I'm so thankful!!!

Thank you to all who are a part of those memories! I love you all!!

Right Kind of Wrong...

Wow...that song is old...but I love it...still love the movie as well. That is what I feel like right now...some people are just the "right kind of wrong"--well maybe just one person in particular. I'm sure most of you are wondering what she is talking about. Well...it is a little too complicated to type in some ways in other ways not but very personal.

I'm so glad it is the weekend. The leaves here at the house need to be raked but...I've want to get my Christmas decorations up so I think I'm going to leave the leaves where they aren't...they're not going anyway and get Christmas decorations up first then if I have time rake. :)

I love the holiday season; however, I'm afraid that we may get so caught up in the business of the season that we really forget why we celebrate Christmas in the first place. Where would we be without God's gift that He gave us...have you ever really thought about that. What would we have to look forward to? We need to be thankful that God sent His Son to die on the cross for our sins and make sure that we give we are supposed to give back to God. I hope everyone's holiday season is wonderful!! Take time to truly give God praise for what He has done!!

Hello to all! I decided to create a blog here to keep up with my friends from JC. I have a xanga site; however, my students comment on it constantly...so I decided to create a new one where I can keep up with my sisters.

For those who don't know...I am living in Louisiana.....northeast Louisiana so no Hurricane Katrina did not "hit" where I live the only thing that did hit where lots of people. Hurricane Rita however, did dump lots and lots of wind and rain on us...but we survived.

I am teaching at Union Christian Academy in a little town called Farmerville, which is about the size of Marion....maybe a little larger...maybe. I am currently teaching 7th-9th grade science, vocal ensemble, Bible, and teaching piano privately to junior high studetns. Our school is fairly new we are 5 years old....we range from Pre-K 3 to 9th grade and are adding a grade each year....our first graduating class will be in 2009! WOW! Things there are wonderful!! I love teaching and I love my students! That part of my life is wonderful.

Everything else...well...lets just say I'm clinging to James 1:2-3 "Consider it pure joy my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance." and

"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me, if only I may finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me--the task of testifying to the gospel of God's grace."
~Acts 20:24 and

"But he said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you for my power is made perfect in wekness.' Therefore, I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest on me."
~2 Corinthians 12:9

I know that God is in control....I just don't understand...but yet I'm not supposed to...all I'm supposed to do is trust in God with all of my heart and lean on his understanding and not my own....sometimes that is easier said than done.....